Friend

So you want to know who I am.

I erased some entires cause a friend said I should. I could write a huge speech but I am going to limit it to a couple of lines.

Humans blow, Once you accept this you can read the next line.

You can't just tap some one on the shoulder and expect them to listen, you have to hit them with a sledge hammer.

People come and go. Friends are the ones willing to make an effort not to go.

"Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things"

I won Friday Night Magic. I came in with 12 dollars and walked out with 17 packs. I have never won a tournament in Magic. Ever. Ive made second tons of times and all the others from 20th and 31st at states (over 170 people). I joined my space and got asked out within two hours. I did nothing this whole weekend, and it felt very relaxing.

A girl has my eyes, my mind, and my heart right now.  Now to take the plunge.

Only if life were easy....

Better Days By Goo Goo Dolls

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

God I love music.

What am I missing....a wound is in my heart......
I've tried to fill it with sex, drinking, games, school, but it will not close....
Save me...

"Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. Colossians 3:5"

Hahahah......I wish I could .
The Red Dragon has come. I fear his face, I fear his actions, I fear him because when I see him, I falter and fail.

My Dad's latest hunt in Wyoming. Doing what he does best. I know you don't read this Dad, but your truly the greatest and I am so proud to have you as my father. I wish I was half the man he is. I love you :)